WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING WRONG......

You tell me because I don't know anymore. Either I'm flawed or just stupid.
Don't you just wanna know what the HELL it is your doing wrong when things don't go the
right way or don't go the way they should specially when you did everything you were
supposed to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sure every problem is a different circumstance and every problem has a different
story. But it seems like the solution is all the same, its something you have to do or change,
but when we dont know what to change things get harder and tougher. So either we dont
fix the problem or we do. And Ill be damned if I cant fix this one!

I DONT NEED LUCK I NEED GREATNESS....................................

2010

Good Morning World,

I know I am a bit late to yell out Happy New Years but I can still wish you a Happy Successful New Year! I wish you all the best and hope the best for all of you who read this and those who dont! I hope the world will understand that only together we can be free and be happy. Imagine if we could all work together imagine what we would accomplish.

Close your eyes an tell yourself that you will never quit and that you will always try your best. Than picture yourself in your favorite vacation spot and just enjoy it. Know that you are awesome and you can only get better in time. All things cost, it is our choice whether we get the things we want or not.

I wish you all the best! This will be our best year yet! Lets start it strong and have no regrets!!!

Reborn and Still Thinking.................................................

Now I first want to say that I hope everyone had a wonderful Halloween. Hope you guys had fun and saw many ghouls in your adventures.

Now day by day things go. And meanwhile people plan grand things for their lives. But as time passes by all they can do is think and talk about this grand plans. They never do start them but they always finish in hoping for them!

I want to let you guys know that we are here and only here for one time. Lets hope for the best and make it a good one but fight as much for it as we hope!

I wrote this message to my friend just thinking of life. I hope it gets you guys thinking too. Hope you enjoy it.

Dear Zeek,

Hi how are you my friend? Long time no speak, I hope all is well.

So I have been thinking, say for someone who does not believe in God, do you think they still believe in sin? Why believe in something that has direct relationship with something you don't believe? Why believe in good or bad if their is no God or Devil?

I have been thinking so much about all things in the world. And along with this thinking I have been struck with a hard decision. I have to make a career change and it almost feels like my very own soul betrayed me. And the reason for this I don't know. It almost feels like I have no friends and no family who can support and help me accomplish what I want so dearly in life. I cannot find anyone who has the courage to start something new, maybe even myself. This is very frustrating specially when you know you can do it. I just need people I can trust with different qualities of course. But everyone I trust has no interest in being financially and worry free.

This made me think very deeply about life. I know and believe we come to this earth alone and leave this earth alone. Sure maybe im thinking like this because times are a little rough but what can I do but go for my dreams alone!

" I can only hope and pray that the reward is as great as the affliction" Copyright 2008 J.D.T.

My Return

I have returned from a very good hunting trip. It was a time that could not be forgotten. I had so much fun and it was so nice and so so awesome! I experienced another challenge in my life. While being up there I felt so peaceful and so calm. I loved the feeling of knowing that all I could think of was just being happy and enjoying the outdoors. I was able to connect to myself once again, and noticed that I had to be the best I could be! How I love that feeling of peace and comfort, and how bad I want to feel that daily. How I wish we could all relax and enjoy life and have peace. Not worry about the bad and only the good, love life and its challenges.

I challenged myself once again to the ultimate task! And maybe you should do the same!
Do not fear, have faith you can prevail if you are up to it! DONT QUIT!!!